I’m listening to this song on loop – Khamoshiyan from the movie Inkaar sung by Papon
There’s something about this song that is making me crave for love, for a soul mate who loves me unconditionally, for someone who is right for me. I don’t know if it’s the effect of this movie (Inkaar) that I watched a couple of days ago – the bitter sweet ending, and how love eludes some people.
I’m tired of thinking and analyzing current and past relationships. People say that you just know when you meet the right person. I wonder if it’s true! I’m
a little quite scared.. What if I never meet anyone that I feel I can be happy with! What if I keep going through serious long-term relationships, but unwilling to make the commitment and get married. And what if I really do need someone new in my life every few years. What if love eludes me.. What if I’m not willing to make the effort to make relationships work, and am left alone in the end..
P.S. I found a blog where the lyrics to this song have been translated in English! It’s a beautiful song, you can check it out here!