Did I forget to grow up?

So I was talking to M yesterday and she is looking for guys in the arranged marriage setup! And she was telling me how hard it is to find someone and how she has a detailed criterion to shortlist profiles to respond to. Some other friends of mine also met several guys through the arranged marriage setup but I wasn’t paying too much attention then. However, talking to M made me think, isn’t it wrong to put people into all these categories and select the best candidate like you’re recruiting for a job? Isn’t marriage about emotional connections and finding someone you will be compatible with? And I realize that these criterion are sort of considered to predict compatibility, but how can you predict compatibility from someone’s degree/salary/height/language?

Some things that M said also made sense. For example, she doesn’t want to marry a guy who has a PhD because there’s job insecurity in academia and since she is in that situation already, she wants to marry someone who has a more secure job. Another example was that she doesn’t want to pursue a guy who is currently doing an MBA because she wants both of them to be able to invest in the relationship in the beginning and start a family soon.

All this made me think, did I somehow miss growing up? I am such a contrast to this.. I’m 27 and in a relationship that doesn’t seem to be going anywhere. I don’t feel like I’m in a rush to get married. I do have phases when I want to because I value companionship and love and want to get married, but I want to wait till I find the right person. When I think of options, I always hope to find someone I can be more compatible and happy with, and hope to find him on my own. I feel like I want to move to another country after my PhD so I can have a better life, and I don’t consider marriage in this equation. Regarding career, I still want to explore and figure out what I want to do. And I would give the same freedom to my spouse, to figure out what he wants to do and get any additional degrees he needs for that.

At this point, the qualities that are important to me in a would-be life partner are a caring nature, commitment, respect for me and my ideas, feminist and humanist ideals, some shared interests, and a love for life (and of course love for me!)! But listening to my other friends talk about all these practical and quantified criteria makes me wonder if I’m living in my own fantasy land? Or if I forgot to grow up?

I feel like I’m not mentally prepared for the arranged marriage scenario, and that’s why my expectations are totally different. And I do realize that a lot of people find loving partners through this and are happy. But the point that I’m trying to make here is how can you judge someone based on their job/family/degree/language to get married? Shouldn’t the criteria be based on values/interests/goals in life?

P.S. I should mention here that I’m normally considered a mature person (more mature for my age sometimes). However, when it comes to marriage, I have started feeling like a rebellious 16 year old because I don’t want to accept and follow the rules!

Song on my mind – Mujh mein tu from Special 26.

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4 Responses to Did I forget to grow up?

  1. bhagwad says:

    I think there’s a lot of difference between how some people view relationships and how they view marriage. It’s strange but many seem to think of marriage as a business partnership – girding themselves up for some future endeavor. From a relationship point of view, yeah it’s absurd. How can a person’s salary determine your emotional connection? Of course, if their salary is 0 and there are no prospects, that speaks to someone’s character!

    The Indian arranged marriage scenario has nothing to do with love. In fact, the boy and the girl are just incidental!

  2. kinmin says:

    Hi Bhagwag, welcome to my blog! 🙂
    Yeah, that’s another thing I have noticed. So M totally loves kids and wants to have them soon, and that’s one of the reasons why she wants to get married. And I need to constantly remind her that you first need to be emotionally connected and happy with your partner before you can have kids, and that’s essential for the well being of any future kids you will have! I agree with how people view marriage as a business partnership but I wonder how it works out in the long term then? Is this why another premise to make arranged marriages work is compromise? Don’t get me wrong here – I do realize that you need to compromise to some extent to make any relationship work; but when the compromise becomes larger than the relationship and your life is what bothers me!

  3. I don’t think you forgot to grow up…I think your priorities are just different. Like you, I have been focussed on my career and I was in a dead end relationship. I left the relationship but am not too fussed about getting married and am happy with my career and more intent on focussing on my personal development — growing more, travelling, building friendships and well, if the right guy comes along, great. I am not too fussed about the amount of money or the type of job (as long as he has a job!) and agree that it’s more about compatible values and goals, the ability to talk and laugh together and a whole lot of chemistry.

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